YTuesday, August 02, 2005
Im feelin motha****in sick..soo many ass loads of projects! dumbfreakinass.
Neways, yeah...i'm kinda like gettin the hold of livin life tis way..like erm..with all this distraction and stuff.
Sometimes it's just best if you learn to let go you know..and when the time comes that you really do let go..
It actually feels freakin good. So, yeah..im fine..not GREAT but fine.
i was kinda like readin his email..and i saw how un-interested in me he is..heh.
fool.
neways, all the deadlines hafta be met next week..
i officially have no life.
heh.
CraploAd of stuff but i still get to unwind bylooking around for cute guys..
neways, yeah.
He's cute lah..and NO ppl i dun like him..just find him cute.
haven't met any cute guy in my course before..heh
he's like..sweet.
i dared myself to look at him just now..
(yikes..i sound so despo and bimbotic= in which i'm not.)REST-ASSURED
it's not obvious i think..heh.
but he IS cute...my source of distraction in school and at least i have something to look forward to in Lecture..hehe
he doesn't have to look at me..cuz it's mere infatuation..
he's chinese..the first i sat my eyes on..COOL.
but yeah..im not changing my mind abt stayin single.
im just tellin u guys about how cute tis guy is...he looks clean and sweet. NIcE.
_callous_ was here with you at